When she comes in my dreams,
I feel not to wake up early, with the fear of missing her.
Even when I want to speak to her at least in my dream, never she turns towards me !
But still it does not hurt me.
Her smile makes me mad,
forget all my worries, makes me live in a different world.
I always want to meet her, to express my love for her.
But I know she never cared me, but still it will not hurt me.
Sometimes I ask myself
Why am I not hurt, even when she never spoke !
an answer suddenly pops up in my mind that I love her and she does not.
But, still it does not hurt me.
I was searching for her from so many years
after I met her for the first time, but never got any clues to find her whereabouts.
I thought I can never meet her in life again, it’s better to forget and move forward in life.
But, she used to come in my dreams, but always far from me,
even though how much I crave being near to her.
I thought its crazy to think about her,
but is it?
she comes in my mind and dreams even I did not meet or see her in all these years?
Will I meet her again ? I do not know !
Will she speak after I meet her? I do not know !
But, still this will not affect my love for her.
I love her not because she is beautiful,
as I do not know how she looks nor her status !
but I love her since my heart always feel happy when I think about & imagine being with her,
though I can never speak to her and can meet her.
This is really a beautiful experience that only my heart knows,
others think it is nothing but madness, waste of time, since for them it’s of no use.
But, my love for her shall remain in my heart till my last breath,
though I may not be able to meet her anytime.
My feelings for her remain the same,
though she even never reminds nor ever thinks about me.
That is the beauty of love, a true love with no expectations !
(Madness, waste of time in others mind??? :-))